Dear Little Sis,
I am not going to lie. We dont talk a lot. And we really dont get along. And quite frankley I dont like that. I dont like feeling like we get in a fight every time we see each other. Its sad really.
You have the most beautiful voice. I wish I was half as talanted as you are in singing. Whenever I hear you sing I just want to point you out to everyone and say "hey thats my little sister" I am so proud of you in everything that you do. I hope that we do get to be closer in these next few years. I love you so much lil sis.
Love,
LO
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Day 3 — Your parents
Dear Parents,
Dont worry. No matter what I will always love you. You have dealt with me for 19 years now. And I do have to say, all but one of them was very easy for you. I was a good kid in high school. I did my homework, I worked, I didnt fuss when you said something couldnt be done. I listened to you, and I listened well. You raised me to be the person I am. Strong and Independent. Thats what I am. So let me be strong and independent. People need to make mistakes in life. They need to fall flat on their face before they can see a decision is wrong and not make that choice again. Let me fall. Dont hold me back. I am just starting to grow, and yea sometimes you may not like the direction I am growing, but this is me, not you. You are not here to judge me, you are not here to ridicule me. You are here to help me and guide me. We have been through so much together. We have had many hard times that we have had to struggle with but we have made it. Now it is time to let me struggle on my own a bit. I thank you for putting a roof over my head and food in my belly (well the food is questionable if you know what our fridge looks like). Its time to step bad though. I know this is going to hurt you to do this, but let me make decisions for myself. I love you guys. You are the best parents a girl could ask for. I hope you are able to look past the bad that we have had and see that I am the daughter that many wish for, but you were so lucky to get stuck with.
I can not say that I am happy to be home though. I have experienced life on my own, so moving back is going to be a really tough move for me. I do not exactly know how the move back home happened. I guess one day someone said UT and I just said yes to keep the peace. But ever move has its positives. I just still gotta find it in this one. Please. Please dont hover over me while I am at home. Dont ask me if I have done my homework or if I am getting hours at work. Thats just going to make me really mad. I am a big girl, but unfortunately this big girl doesnt have money for rent or food for herself yet. Soon though I will. I promise I will be back out of the house before you know it. Maybe a year or so, who knows. But for now, lets just get along, I dont want to start this year off on the wrong foot.
I love you, thank you so much for everything that you have given me.
Love,
LO
Dont worry. No matter what I will always love you. You have dealt with me for 19 years now. And I do have to say, all but one of them was very easy for you. I was a good kid in high school. I did my homework, I worked, I didnt fuss when you said something couldnt be done. I listened to you, and I listened well. You raised me to be the person I am. Strong and Independent. Thats what I am. So let me be strong and independent. People need to make mistakes in life. They need to fall flat on their face before they can see a decision is wrong and not make that choice again. Let me fall. Dont hold me back. I am just starting to grow, and yea sometimes you may not like the direction I am growing, but this is me, not you. You are not here to judge me, you are not here to ridicule me. You are here to help me and guide me. We have been through so much together. We have had many hard times that we have had to struggle with but we have made it. Now it is time to let me struggle on my own a bit. I thank you for putting a roof over my head and food in my belly (well the food is questionable if you know what our fridge looks like). Its time to step bad though. I know this is going to hurt you to do this, but let me make decisions for myself. I love you guys. You are the best parents a girl could ask for. I hope you are able to look past the bad that we have had and see that I am the daughter that many wish for, but you were so lucky to get stuck with.
I can not say that I am happy to be home though. I have experienced life on my own, so moving back is going to be a really tough move for me. I do not exactly know how the move back home happened. I guess one day someone said UT and I just said yes to keep the peace. But ever move has its positives. I just still gotta find it in this one. Please. Please dont hover over me while I am at home. Dont ask me if I have done my homework or if I am getting hours at work. Thats just going to make me really mad. I am a big girl, but unfortunately this big girl doesnt have money for rent or food for herself yet. Soon though I will. I promise I will be back out of the house before you know it. Maybe a year or so, who knows. But for now, lets just get along, I dont want to start this year off on the wrong foot.
I love you, thank you so much for everything that you have given me.
Love,
LO
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Day 2 — Your Crush
Okay.. So I told you I would get behind :) I am supposed to be on day 4.. But here goes with day 2!
Dear Crush,
Well you are a little more than my crush. You are my best friend, my lover, and my one and only. I am a little peeved with you right now, and you know why. But I am going to leave it at that. Except next time I ask you to not do something and I tell you that something is not a good idea....... LISTEN TO ME! I am a smart well rounded girl who has my bearings in life. I know smart from stupid so yea, listen to me! Ugh I am so mad at you right now. I dont even know if mad is the right word. I am upset. I am hurt. I want to cry and scream at you. I want to hold you and hug you and smack you for being such a dumb ass. Why. Why did you have to go and do something so stupid! Everything was perfect. We were perfect, your job was perfect, you were coming home even! Idk babe. And ugh now your telling me that you want to break up. BULL SHIT! O my goodness. Just own up to your mistake and deal with it. Who cares! Ugh I want to strangle you sometimes!
No matter how stubborn or thick headed you are, I don't care. that is one of the many things that I love about you. There is something deeper there between you and me. There is something between you and me that only a few people ever get to expirence! I love you so much. I would do anything in my power to be with you right now. Minutes without you seem like hours and hours seem like days. These days are hard but in the end they are worth it. Please. I promise you its worth it. That hug after a tough month, the first kiss after two away. If you feel the same thing I feel for you then nothing can stop us. Do Not let anything stop us. I love you babe. I always will. Always and Forever. I love you in no way that I will ever be able to love another. Dont give up. I never will.
Love,
LO
Dear Crush,
Well you are a little more than my crush. You are my best friend, my lover, and my one and only. I am a little peeved with you right now, and you know why. But I am going to leave it at that. Except next time I ask you to not do something and I tell you that something is not a good idea....... LISTEN TO ME! I am a smart well rounded girl who has my bearings in life. I know smart from stupid so yea, listen to me! Ugh I am so mad at you right now. I dont even know if mad is the right word. I am upset. I am hurt. I want to cry and scream at you. I want to hold you and hug you and smack you for being such a dumb ass. Why. Why did you have to go and do something so stupid! Everything was perfect. We were perfect, your job was perfect, you were coming home even! Idk babe. And ugh now your telling me that you want to break up. BULL SHIT! O my goodness. Just own up to your mistake and deal with it. Who cares! Ugh I want to strangle you sometimes!
No matter how stubborn or thick headed you are, I don't care. that is one of the many things that I love about you. There is something deeper there between you and me. There is something between you and me that only a few people ever get to expirence! I love you so much. I would do anything in my power to be with you right now. Minutes without you seem like hours and hours seem like days. These days are hard but in the end they are worth it. Please. I promise you its worth it. That hug after a tough month, the first kiss after two away. If you feel the same thing I feel for you then nothing can stop us. Do Not let anything stop us. I love you babe. I always will. Always and Forever. I love you in no way that I will ever be able to love another. Dont give up. I never will.
Love,
LO
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)
My Dearest Bestest Friends,
I dont think you know how much you mean to me. To have a best friend means that I have someone who no matter what will be there for me. Having you 2 as my girls has meant the world to me this past year. I know that no matter what has happened, or no matter what I have done, or no matter what you have done, we will always be there for each other. We are best friends, and now that I am home we better become closer. I have missed you so much over this last year at school. It was hard to go away after we had finally become really close. I mean we were practically inseperable! Then school and ugh! But this year is OUR year. Our year to be inseperable again (well when work allows that). Our year to be the best friends we were again. I miss you girls so much. I am so happy I am home to be with you.
Love always,
Lo
I dont think you know how much you mean to me. To have a best friend means that I have someone who no matter what will be there for me. Having you 2 as my girls has meant the world to me this past year. I know that no matter what has happened, or no matter what I have done, or no matter what you have done, we will always be there for each other. We are best friends, and now that I am home we better become closer. I have missed you so much over this last year at school. It was hard to go away after we had finally become really close. I mean we were practically inseperable! Then school and ugh! But this year is OUR year. Our year to be inseperable again (well when work allows that). Our year to be the best friends we were again. I miss you girls so much. I am so happy I am home to be with you.
Love always,
Lo
a letter a day
So I saw this on a friends wall and I thought this might be a good thing to blog.. So I am going to try to do this.. Dont worry if I get a day or two behind sometimes.. I have a tendency to be forgetful :) haha.. I'm not going to use names just because I dont want to haha! But here is the list and the next post will be the first letter :) Maybe this will give you a deeper view into the person I am.. I hope you enjoy!
Love,
Lo
Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Love,
Lo
Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
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