There is no fear in love; instead, true love drives out fear
1 John 4:18

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I did it


Well.. I told my parents.. Well actually I txted my mom.. And I told her that my Marine and I are back together.. I am so excited to have the cat out of the bag! My parents dont like my boy for some reason.. Idk.. They do not know him like I do.. And the thing is I dont expect them to ever get to know him like I do.. Becuase I am the on in the relationship.. Not them..

Some of you may be confused if you dont know me.. My Marine and I started dating November 21, 2009.. We moved things fast at first and that is not to say that I was not ready.. But it is to say that they are not ready to let go.. They treat me like I am a child.. Making decisions for me and saying what I can or can not do.. I am tired of being treated like a 5 year old.. So during these past 9 months they have looked past how happy he has made me and all the good he has done.. He has made me the happiest person in the world..

But anyways.. We broke up a few weeks ago and ever since then they have been all like "do not go back.. he isn't right.. he isn't good.." its like OMG SHUT UP! IM A BIG GIRL HERE! I KNOW WHAT IS GOOD FOR ME AND I KNOW WHAT ISNT.. SO LET ME MAKE MY DECISIONS BY MYSELF! You dont know him.. Don't judge him for a few mistakes we have made.. No one is perfect.. No one.. Not even me.. Can fit into their cookie cutter mold of a person.. UGH! I am sure that I will vent on here more times..

But anyways.. I am happy.. I am completely IN LOVE with trent and that is all that matters.. If I am happy then I am happy..

So my words of wisdom for the day.. If you cant accept me when I make decisions that you don't like.. Then you don't deserve to share in my happiness.. Or.. If you arent happy with my decisions.. BITE YOUR TOUNG.. Cuz I am tired of making everyone else happy.. So from now on I am going to make myself happy..
Ha.. Whoever is reading this.. That is not directed at you.. Its directed at people in my life who try to make my business theirs.. :)

Love you all!

Lo

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Welp.. Here goes nothing

So this is my first blog.. I am not sure what to do.. So here goes nothing!



Hey.. Whoever is out there.. My name is Lauren.. But yall can call me Lo.. I am 19 years old and a sophomore in college.. I am transfering colleges this year to the University of Toledo.. Go ROCKETS :) Business Major or something like that.. I am so ready to be done with school already though.. I want to dule inrole at the local community college so that way I can get the credits and get out.. Yea most people would say that I am rushing the best years of my life.. But i believe that the best years of my life are still to come..



Transfering colleges means moving home for me right now.. Hopefully soon I will move out of my parents house.. Gotta make the money first though! I have wonderful friends and a great family.. And I am in love with the most wonderful person in the entire world.. For the most part my life is normal.. "The most part" being key there..



The boy that I am head over heals with is in the USMC.. He is an amazing boy and I am crazy in love with him.. Being in the Marine Corps means that our relationship is over distance.. About 800 miles actually.. I live in the Toledo area of Ohio and he is down at Camp Lejeune.. Normally I do okay with the distance.. But lately it has definently been getting the best of me.. Like way bad..



Problem in this relationship also steps in when I hit the home front.. My parents do not really like him :/ and THAT SUCKS! I dont think they understand what a major part of my life this boy is to me.. He is kind and funny and sweet and cute and........ haha the list goes on! But any ways.. I want my parents to like him and I want him to like my parents.. He means the world to me and I believe that I mean the world to him..



Okay enough about that.. I am a normal person 2 :) I played volleyball ever since I was in 3rd grade.. We actually lied about my age so I could start playing earlier! I played one season of college volleyball and was actually really good.. My coach was negative and mean.. so I decided that there was more to life than living in a gym.. So I quit volleyball and I joined a wonderful sorority.. ALPHA CHI OMEGA.. AXO is where I met my best friend.. She has helped me through so much.. But now she is down at Camp Lejeune with her husband.. I am so happy for her but I miss her tons!



Well I dont exactly know what else to add.. I am a fun loving girl who is easy to talk to so dont be afraid of me.. promise i dont bite! But for now this is what I have.. So until next time I hope you have a great day/night/afternoon/ whatever time of day it is for yoU!

Love You All,

Lo